i hate what i do these days. this quarter at school sucks. cant wait till i get on those airplanes.. although..i dont think the time there, will be fun. but i will come back to a new year. awesome.
really. but anyway..i am not enjoying much. I still feel alone..i dont like being alone.
i must…um.. just be..and stuff. must also indulge self in now. and small happy things. must..enjoy self..somehow.
must fill selfworld with people i can enjoy my time with.
must create people. must find a fix.